"Alright, here goes. I'm old. What that means is that I've survived (so far) and a lot of people I've known and loved did not. I've lost friends, best friends, acquaintances, co-workers, grandparents, mom, relatives, teachers, mentors, students, neighbors, and a host of other folks. I have no children, and I can't imagine the pain it must be to lose a child. But here's my two cents.

A comprehensive list with questions a good conversationalist might ask.

What would you do differently if you knew no one would judge you?
If you could visit anywhere where would you go?
Favorite book/author
If you could be anyone in history who would it be? Why?
If you could be any fictional character who would it be?
If the world was going to end and you knew it, what 3 things would you do?
Top 3 visited websites
Toilet paper over or under? (IMPORTANT)
best/worst gift you ever got?
Favorite song
What's something's the concerns you right now? Anything you are worried about?

What anxiety means for me

I often feel that when I am having anxiety that it's a matter of time until my life as I know it will cease to exist.

Will I get a letter that tells me I owe some company tens of thousands of euros? Will I get diagnosed with terminal cancer today? Will my fiancee tell me that we have to seperate and live somewhere else from now on? Will the police come get me because I have been framed for something I didn't do? Or maybe I did do something?

Fallout 4 fans, we need some realtalk.

Warning, don't read this if you don't want spoilers (But come on, the story is utter shit, who plays Fallout 4 for the story?) and basically don't read this if you like what you are seeing here with Fallout 4. If you enjoy the game, this is not the thread for you. Lets get real here, am I the only one who is very let down with Fallout 4? It's such a dissapointment for me. I really want to like it because I like the fallout franchise and I like the idea of a 3D Fallout. But this game is the worst Fallout since Fallout 3 in my opinion.

Beware of Monkeys

Enter the Mayan temple deep in the Jungle to find out it's secrets. Will there be treasure? And if so, will someone - or something - try to stop you from obtaining it? Luckily, you always have your trusty machette with you that no one will be able to steal from you ... right?

Yum Kaax's Relic is a game made for the Ludum Dare #32 Jam. It's a top down adventure game where you have to find your way out of sticky situations, each time a little differently.

There is a Windows, Mac OSX, and Linux version ready to play.

Risen Forest - A Teaser

We're working on a new game! This will be our side-project for the next week or so. It's an arena like survival game, in a zombie infected forest. There will be much more involved but I'll make a post about that some point later. For now you'll have to do with the teaser video below.

Golden Harvest: An Update

I've been working on Golden Harvest for a couple of years now, and it's still in a very early stage. My girlfriend does the graphics, and I go about the code. We recently came in contact with someone who would be willing to make music for us, so we're happy to see where that will be heading.

Golden Harvest is a non-profit game, so we have to do with a tight budget. Keep in mind that because of this, updates can be slow, and resources might not be top-notch. But hopefully the game will be as fun to you as creating it is for us.